I lay awake and am deep in thought
I see their faces and hear their names
People die...die from suicide
But yet...they are not sad...but happy
But then I see the truth behind it all
They were never happy and joyful
But sad and miserable

Life never seems to have meaning
People are sad and depressed
They are isolated and lonely
Pain is all they feel
And yet...they still live throgh the day
Until they end the only thing they have left...life
And they feel at peace once again

I fear these things
For they affect a lot of people around me
But yet...I feel everyone is suicidal at one point
It's just the matter of what brings it out
And what finally makes them take the deed
And plan to take their own life

I fear of the word...suicide
For there are times I've felt this way
But now...I try to be the best I can be
At times...I get the feeling again
But soon I push it away and get back into the routine
And continue on with my life
And avoid the painful word...suicide