Hell.

How it feels when

you wish you could cry.

Wish you could cry with dignity.

Not feel weak.

Not feel vulnerable.

But you can't.

It puts you down.

You feel too

...exposed.

Its how I feel.

Everytime

I want to just go sit down

and let everything out...

but it never comes.

Because I feel

so...weak when I do cry.

Because I feel...

someones going to

put me down for it?

I don't know.

which is why

I try to hide my feelings.

Hide myself.

But I can't anymore.

My feelings are just

pouring out of me.

All just about to come crashing out,

finally putting my life back to normal.

So now...

I just cry.

Just cry

and it will all feel better...