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Feelings After Seizures // POEM

February 24, 2023
By jaedenn BRONZE, Bellingham, Washington
jaedenn BRONZE, Bellingham, Washington
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You feel it coming on

Will I make it?

You wonder

Uncontrollable movements

Fear

Praying for it to all be over

Even though you're not religious.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Waking up

Disoriented

Confused

Embarrassed

Angry

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Your life after

Living in constant fear

Anxious

Feeling sick whenever you think about it

But you can't stop thinking about it

Like a fly following you

Constantly buzzing

It never stops.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Endless trips to the neurologist

MRI's and E.E.G.'s

Doctors smiling at you

But there's nothing to smile about.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

There's a special kind of fear

One that only people who have experienced seizures can understand

A feeling of impending doom

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.


The author's comments:

I don't know if this counts as a poem? I tried my best. I hope this is relatable for other kids with epilepsy, but everyone's experience is different.


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