I lay there wrapped in comfort all alone
In a void room as a collect my thoughts.
I think of what it's like to have no one
As a stare into the walls of inkblots.

Why must I be so cold? And even though
I close my eyes so tight and breathe in deep
Not knowing where I went so wrong. I woe
With a shake of my body. Sound asleep

I dream of never being perfect. Why
Can't I be normal? It's because of you.
I will forever see you as a lie.
They haunt my mind as my soul splits in two.

It is not over and it never will.
So here I cry and shake from my last chill.