Anxious
And scared for myself..
Worrying myself until I cry.
Over thinking my future,
Over thinking about the past..
Too many thoughts up in my head.
My head
Is forming headaches left and right, so anxious
Wondering why is my past
Catching up to me? I ask myself.
My future
Seems blurry as I stare into the sky and I begin to cry.
They say do you need to cry?
I shake my head no and I continue to wonder what my future
Will be like, so anxious,
The butterflies in my belly make myself
Feel nauseous, and my past
Is a reminder of my scars and my past
Has me wanting to cry
Losing myself,
Spinning my head
Around because I'm so anxious
Now all I'm thinking of is my future.
My future
Is so close while my past
Is even closer, anxious
And wanting/needing to cry
My head
Is feeling so heavy, scaring myself
To the point where I, myself
Am worrying too much about the future
My head
Is like on wheels, going backwards in the past.
Now I'm trying to cry
Well I'm trying to cry because I need to cry but I'm so anxious. <3