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Don't Wanna Be Yours

August 18, 2014
By bryyyana BRONZE, Montville, New Jersey
bryyyana BRONZE, Montville, New Jersey
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You look at me, eyes like bright lights
The hope is rising, even after that night
I can’t believe you could even look at me
Even though I wish that it was all a dream
I wanna cry, but I just look away
Cause the pain you bring, don’t wanna waste another day

I try to get away from you
You’re a fire running through
Fast and burning out my heart
Knowing this is just the start
have to leave while I can
Sorry I don’t have a plan
But I have to tell you this right now

Don’t wanna be yours
Don’t wanna live with this pain
Cause what can I do
It's driving me insane
Don’t wanna have you
For another day
I cant risk
All that’s put into play-y
Yeah yeah

Memories going through my head
Exit sign’s blinking red
Cause my world is crumbling
Without you I'm hungry
Youre my temporary fix
But suddenly I'm an addict
I can't fight on
Cant the battle just delay?

Don’t wanna keep begging
Just wanna run away
Cant you let me go
It couldn’t be that hard
Especially for you
The one making all my scars

Don’t wanna be yours
Don’t wanna live with this pain
Cause what can I do
Its driving me insane
Don’t wanna have you
For another day
I cant risk
All that’s put into play-y
Yeah yeah

Can we forget this
I don’t need this
But you need me
I can feel it
You broke me
provoked me
I can't do this
I can't risk my heart
Another time
Youre not worth all my life
And I can't believe I'm here with you tonight

Don’t wanna be yours
Don’t wanna live with this pain
Cause what can I do
Its driving me insane
I don’t wanna hurt you
Its odd cause you broke my heart
But I cant see someone else in pain
Especially from where we are

Don’t you understand
You're making this harder than it should be
Im trying to say goodbye
But I wonder , “is there a chance he really loves me?”
You say it constantly
but you don’t reflect it at all
And so far all ive gotten
Is a treacherous fall


The author's comments:
When I started writing this, I had my relationship with my father in mind. He's disappointed me countless times in the past and will continue to for years to come. But as the words came out I realized, wow, any relationship could be like this. And somehow it turned into a love story gone wrong.

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