[(Verse 1)]
“This love was real and it wasn’t a game”
Wishing all of this was a dream
Lately you haven’t been acting the same
All I hear is your voice (your voice calling out to me)
All I hear is your name (your name is wondering through my mind)
I continue to go on
Even though all I feel is pain (everywhere I go!!)
Through this journey of discovery
my heart and mind both realize
Pain is what keeps the spirit alive
Searching to find the right answers
The road before me
Leads to a place that is unknown
I isolate myself from reality
Spirit, Body and Mind resides in the darkness
The silence is where I plug my thoughts
and play them over and over again
Everything is the same....
You say the terrifying look in my eyes
"melts away your soul"
(This heart) At lost with nothing to hold
(This heart) Becomes bitter and cold
Nobody alone should sustain the pain....
That this heartache brings!
Takes and breaks all that is good
Throw what you love,
away completely from existance
In that state of mind
With sins leading you on
Making you believe that by doing "right"
Makes you wrong!
Desperately chasing what we want, regardless of broken trust!
What in the hell has come over us?!


[Chorus]
Drain me from all emotions
Only a shadow of myself
I still wonder about who I am
Why am I still here?
Blinded by own my fear
I''m scared of what the future may unfold
Still a victim to the devil''s subtle hold
(To the pressure, everything''s just liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike,
An illusion, I''ll be losing yoooooooooou, before long)

[(Verse 2)]
My mind fights my soul,
My soul fights with my heart
trying to control
bring my heart home
place it, where it belong
I felt abandonment, desertion
and being forsaken by God. (Wanting you so much it hurts)
My soul, still in the process of healing
I found words to reflect my feelings
I refuse to carry on
I refuse to be alone
Until the end reaches near
I crawl like a snake
with this wound in my heart
My conscious will remain unclear
with the destruction I caused
that eats away everything!
Dealing with sorrow and guilt
as punishment for my sins
When my time comes
When my times comes.....
When my time comes.....
I''ll continue to search my heart
for the answers
Cross my heart
and hope to die.....

[Chorus]
Drain me from all emotions
Only a shadow of myself
I still wonder about who I am
Why am I still here?
Blinded by my fear
I''m scared of what the future may unfold
Still a victim to the devil''s subtle hold
(To the pressure, everything''s just liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiike,
An illusion, I''ll be losing yoooooooooou,
before long.....
before long.....
before loooooong......)