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F Everything

May 14, 2022
By Rsnail-925 PLATINUM, Boulder, Colorado
Rsnail-925 PLATINUM, Boulder, Colorado
29 articles 11 photos 106 comments

Favorite Quote:
A story has as many versions as it has readers - Winter Of Our Discontent


Can’t you see can’t you see the tears in my eyes 

Would you give a f, even be surprised 

I don't know I don't know 

If I can take this anymore 

 

Sitting in my bed, staring at walls 

I will never forget the pain that you caused 

I just feel like yelling at someone I love

Crying all night 

Thinking of what went wrong 



Nothings the same i'm way too long gone 

Picture frames show me someone i'm not 

Pointless remarks, tear me down

Nobody cares that i'm still around 



What the h**l Don’t you see me crying 

What the h**l I feel like I’m dying 

I don't know i don't know 

Some things never go

 


Sitting in my bed, staring at walls 

I will never forget the pain that you caused 

I just feel like its too much of a haul 

Crying all night 

Thinking of what went wrong

 

 

Nothings the same i'm way too long gone 

Picture frames show me someone i'm not 

Pointless remarks just tear me down

Nobody cares that i'm still around 

 

 

Nobody cares oh, nobody cares, nobody cares, nobody cares

Nobody cares oh, nobody cares, nobody cares, nobody cares 

 

 

Nothings the same i'm way too long gone 

Picture frames show me someone i'm not 

Pointless remarks, tear me down

Nobody cares that I’m not around 


The author's comments:

(trigger warning) Just to let everyone know in this song there is the f word bleeped out and the h*ll word, for Teen Ink purposes but there is also indication of emotional pain and suffering. The lyrics have been modified to the best of my ability from the more explicit original version to be less hurtful but I didn't want to change it so much where the whole songs purpose would be subdued. Please read at your own risk. 

 

About The Song:

This was a really emotional piece for me to write, and I really did pour my whole heart and soul into it. All of the words just come together somehow, I really didn't plan through much of it. I just wrote down what came out. I think this song represents for me, my personal feelings and just being fed up with a lot of stuff going on. Having little control over what life throws at you can really get inside your head and tear you down (as I have experienced). 

I am proud to say that this is the first complete song ive ever accomplished writing! I haven't created a backing track for it or anything, but if you enjoyed it please leave a comment below and I will try to actually turn it into a song! 


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on Jun. 9 2022 at 12:30 am
Rsnail-925 PLATINUM, Boulder, Colorado
29 articles 11 photos 106 comments

Favorite Quote:
A story has as many versions as it has readers - Winter Of Our Discontent

And I’m sorry if your going through similar stuff to what the song is about. It really hurts, and if you ever need someone to talk to I would be happy to chat or if anybody needs resources I have a few.

on Jun. 9 2022 at 12:29 am
Rsnail-925 PLATINUM, Boulder, Colorado
29 articles 11 photos 106 comments

Favorite Quote:
A story has as many versions as it has readers - Winter Of Our Discontent

Thank you @KdramaObsession. Yeah it is really dark and I wish it hadn’t came out so dark but it just did. Maybe in the future I’ll write a more uplifting song.

on May. 25 2022 at 3:18 am
KdramaObsession PLATINUM, Tacoma, Washington
21 articles 6 photos 33 comments

Favorite Quote:
“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind.”<br /> <br /> – Bernard M. Baruch

This is very deep and relatable, sadly… Great lyrics, I love it<3🫶