Is it crazy to contradict oneself?
Do conflicting stuff?
To pray and sin?
To love and kill?
To think quitting but hate the idea of suicide?
To really try n get along,then be one of a kind?
To deliberately sabotage something and be proud of it?
To abuse your beloved but never stop loving him?
To push away people...then cry out the loneliness?
To cry to sleep then wake up ever strong every dawn?
To plan your life away and undo it in one night?
To escape into the world of dreams but deny yourself that life?
To romance the thoughts then not think through the heart?
To want to lose oneself to someone but fight the connection?
To fight on but still stay under the radar?
To try to stay awake but long to get lost?
Practice soliloquy but think that's a psychological disorder?
To doubt and pride myself at the same time?
To feel like running away and never come back?
Suddenly change paths and hold on tightly to all the roots one can possibly have?
To undo the time and start over all the same?
To want to build a house and suddenly turn the tables and live our childhoods once again?