I sacrificed myself for you

Hearing the shouts of my fallen team 

As they drew their final breath

I worked hard to earn the right to sacrifice myself

Going through intense training

Just to throw myself into the pits of Hell

I was lucky to be alive

And so happy to come home

But all I was greeted with were harsh words

Disdainful shouts

Objects being thrown at me

I was called sadistic and a murderer 

When all I wanted to do was protect the ones I loved

I roamed the streets with the images of death

Permanently ingrained in my mind

But nobody cared

Nobody came

Why did I decide to help these people?

I don't know anymore

Obvously, they didn't want to be saved