I was just fine

And after this is over I will be once again

But for right now...

Where the hell is my dad

He's the only one I can truly blame

He is the only one who is truly responsible

I was his responsibility

I'm not my uncle's responsiblity

I'm not my brother's responsibility

I'm my father's responsibility

Where the hell is he

He's supposed to be here

He should be the one I'm hugging

He should be here saying I love you

Why can't he just be here

I don't even want a boyfriend

I don't want to be kissed

I want to be hugged

I want to be held

I just want a dad

I just want a father to be here

That's all I want in this whole world