I’m sitting here
Taking all the blame
When I shouldn’t be upset
I shouldn’t have had to text first
If you meant what you said
You would’ve reached out
You told me that you had no time for love
You told me you’d wait for me
I thought that you meant it
I understand I haven’t been around
It’s not all my fault
I hate that I hurt because of you
It’s not because of me
You never reached out
You didn’t put any effort
I have been busy and that’s a fact
I haven’t looked at anyone else
I thought of being able to be with you
When you had time
I dreamt of a love that made me feel good
I believed you when you said you loved me
I believed you when you said you didn’t have time
I believed you when you said you’d wait
I don’t understand why I am the one
Left broken it’s not fair
You shouldn’t get that power
I shouldn’t be upset but I am
You hurt me and I hate that
But I loved you
You broke my heart
And since I love you
I can’t hate you
So I hate me
And I hurt because I can’t hurt you
Because I love you
So the next time I say I’m scared to fall in love
I won’t fall
Because I know that falling means hurting
Because you taught me that
I told you I was scared to get hurt again
And you let me go
I really hate that I hurt
This isn’t fair
I can’t believe I believed you
I trusted you
And you dropped me like I was nothing
I never thought you would hurt me
You were the last person I’d ever expect to
I think that’s what stings
The trust is broken
And will be for a while
I hurt and don’t think I’ll love
For a while until I don’t hurt as bad
I told you a was scared of the fall
And you didn’t catch me