I remembeer all the pain,

And how it almost drove me insane

I remember all your lies,

And the things about me you despise

I remember crying on the floor,

And how numb I was to the core 

People always assumed I was just quiet and shy,

When really I was only trying not to cry

And during that time people told me to leave,

They said you werent worth it, but I refused to believe 

Yet your words were so much like knives, 

They could scar, harm, and take away lives

But you didn't seem to care at all,

You told me you loved me yet you watched me fall

All your anger was taken out on me,

I was falling apart yet you could not see 

And all those times I spent crying at night,

I was wondering what I could do to make things right 

You wouldn't accept my apologies, you pushed me away,

Told me you wouldn't care if I leave or if I stay

And to this day, though it pains me to say,

I still love you, even if you don't feel the same way