scars on my arms; pain in my heart

ripped skin and broken bones

i scream out these silent words

as my throat all but implodes

looking for myself in this colossal mess

losing myself in this forsaken hole

im living a nightmare; intoxicating lies

finding a place im meant to be was my only goal

was this how it was meant to be

is this what was supposed to happen

painful, corrosive, tainting words you speak

your acceptance was all that i seek

memories full of tragedy; broken dreams

hollow eyes; lifeless and black

staring itnto the depths of the ground

wondering if this is the place i will be found

distraught with thoughts of living again

tormented; ravaged with images of a teasing death

is it worht it?

stolen; broken; inhaling my last breath...

exhale...

forgotten; useless to the world around

silent screams of misery

waiting for that final blow

when finally i make a sound