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Selfish

April 15, 2015
By kyranaomi GOLD, Littleton, Colorado
kyranaomi GOLD, Littleton, Colorado
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Favorite Quote:
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all." -Oscar Wilde


I used to think parents could fix everything.

They were superheroes,
Fearless
Ready with Band-Aids and Kool-Aid
Both of which could dry any tears.

The first time I saw my mom cry
I didn’t understand
Superheroes don’t cry

Right?

Both kinds of Aid
Stopped feeling better
And the mystery of dark rooms
And darker drinks
Started to.

I didn’t understand
Until I forgot my mom’s glittering cheeks

Midnight masquerades with
Too much mascara and
Not enough happiness
To fill the hole I burned into myself

Mommy dearest forgot to ask
Where I was every night
Too busy drowning in her own sea
To throw a life preserver to her daughter

And it was then I learned
The meaning of the word
“Selfish.”


The author's comments:

This not an autobiographical piece.


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