We used to be so careless
Blissfully ignorant  in everything we do
Now you’re dying, i’m dying
Your pale face looks so blue

Where has the light in your eyes gone?
I search for the happiness that always possesses your beautiful face
Pink cheeks that lose their warmth with every minute that passes
When did this become a losing race?

The soft breath that comes from your lips has come to an end
Where are you now?
I thought that we could live forever
We could always have been more than friends

This empty feeling consumes me
As I watch your empty chest cease to rise
A deep sob comes from deep inside
I watch my world crumble , everything inside me dies

Retreating inside myself
To a realm that gives me little comfort
I curl up and wait for the darkness to come
What have I done?

A grim determination comes upon me
The future looks distant
Suddenly I know what I must do,
No longer am I resistant
Longingly reaching up for you