He got so wasted to where he called me
and told me how endlessly he would love me
and I listened and smiled and that night I actually loved me too

and the next morning I woke up to three missed calls from his girlfriend and I ignored them and turned my tv on

his picture was all over the news
"16 yr old died in car accident from drunk driving last night around 11 o'clock last night"

we were on the phone at 11 o'clock and now I know why he hung up

but I was the last person he talked to and he spilled how much he loved me and that he always would

even when he was intoxicated and my name should have been far from his drunken mind, I was all he was thinking about

and now he is gone and I'm stuck here in love with someone who couldn't be with me

but the best love is the love that can't be