his POV

at her funeral
the man said how she was loved by everyone
he talked about how she is in a better place now
and how everyone is sad that she is gone
and how much she will be missed
that's when I stood up right in the middle of his sentence and yelled stop
everyone's eyes were on me as I walked to the front of the chapel
I opened my mouth and everything spilled out

how DARE you stand up here and say how she is in a better place
you think her being there is better than here?
you're wrong
she deserved to be here
she was getting better
but people told her to die
and none of those people will miss her
they didn't love her
not even her own parents
but I did
I loved her as if she was my own blood
but in a different way
I loved this girl more than I loved breathing
and now she is gone
I bet none of you know that she loved milk in her tea

I chuckled a little remembering the first time she tried it and
tears fell freely

I bet none of you knew how she laughed at corny puns
even though they weren't funny
I bet none of you knew that way she had to stand on her tip toes to look into our freezer
I bet none of you knew how beautiful she was when she wok up in the morning
I bet none of you knew hoe she hated the way bread crust tasted, even though its the same as the regular bread
I bet none of you knew her favorite color and that she wore it on evert tuesday
I bet none of you knew the way she brushed her hair at night before she climbed into bed and then got it all messy and she complained about it
every night
I bet none of you cared enough for her to even think about those things
that amazing side of her
none of you knew her like I did
you decided to pick out the bad
and you all brought her over her own edge
and how dare you come in here acting all sad that she is gone because I know you are not
you destroyed the one thing that I loved in the treacherous world
and you put her in the ground
just so more people could walk all over her
she was elusive
she was my today
my tomorrow
my everyday
my everything
and I fell in love with her
and she fell in love with me
and none of you knew that
none of you knew her
so don't come in here and burry her when you do not even known how she would like it done
I do
and this isn't it
go home