It’s just a stupid crush
That’s all it really is
Not a chance in the world
I would ever be with him
Defiantly no
Not even at all
I really don’t like it
It drives me so out of my mind
How stupid am I to that that guy could ever be mine
It’s just a stupid crush
So why do I feel that way
Way is it I see him so clearly when I walk down those awful hallways
Why do I look?
Man I look every time
Why do I stare at him?
Knowing he will never be mine
I’ve heard it all before
Those girls who cry and whine
They just cry and cry
They say I’ll die if I never have that guy
But then they move on and find another boy
They change their crush every month
Every day
It doesn’t matter
But of course I’m the weird one
And I never seem to show
And people think I’m different
And don’t want to find love
But I do
Yep I do
Like boys and get crushes too
But for some reason this one guy
I just can’t seem to cut it
I know it’s stupid
Oh God how I feel dumb
When I hold my breath
Just to see if he comes
I actually miss him when he isn’t in class
And the pictures with his girlfriend
I say they’re cute but they make me sad
I like the way he smiles
And the way he combs his hair
I like the way his voice sounds
And the way he never seems to care
If I say something stupid
Or talk way too much
I love the way he tells his stories
And the way he laughs when he throws his head back into the air
I like how it feels when he looks at me
I just feel so small
I like it so much
I love how he’s so tall
I like how his arms look right after he works out
And the way he smells right when he sits down
I like it all man
Nothing there is bad
But I am so unperfected
So set up for rejection
It’s a stupid crush I know
It’s never going to happen I know
But man I wouldn’t mind
Sitting next to him in class everyday
I wouldn’t mind always listening to what he has to say
Because I’m just fine with our conversation
It’s just a stupid crush I know
But man I just don’t want that guy to go