Back in the past

Where all was lost

I stood tears blurring my vision

Towering me where they

Scared, lost,hoping

I feed to their needs

What I became was alien

a slave

I became a slave,

of Freindship

lost in a world

where companionship was all

where smiles & colors took hold

Where love blooms

I was there

a noble bystander

dark in thought

Yet again I remembered

This world isnt mine, nor should I stand here

Wishing to claim the beauties of this world

Yet i find

Then i lose

That is what this world has brought

So I continue like a noble bystander

watch all of the beauties that surrond

none of which I can attain

So dark my heart, My face revealing nothing

I walk within my own shadowed path

a noble bystander

Watching all, an observer is what i am

Hoping that one day I can experience the

joys of this world for now a noble bystander is what i claim I shall be

that is one, that is my reality