huddled in the abyss of blending shadows
and compressed monsters
meekness fills my soul
there is no way to escape,
my heart is bursting with fear
sparkling sunshine
the embrace of tickling wind
the plastered sketches of Jesse covering my wall like paint
all things now unintelligable
ny the will of insanity
the small girl i once was,
the innocent and beautiful one,
she is gone.
left is the creature with ruby lips and racoon eyes
that girl i used to be
wriggliung against the restraints of a rational mind
madness derives deom sanity
there is nothing left
darkness and blood
the demon rejoices!
the girl is almost dead!
her body pale, withering
a woman stands
staring
at the crumpled mass of flesh
who she used to be
black onyx and glittering ruby
she peers out of blue eyes
histeria bordering on suicide
nothing left
a spot of light inn a world of darkness
"no more! no more!" cries the beautiful child
"yes! yes!" howls the devil
sharpened fangs glittering
like silver behind
garnet smiles
the inanity will reveal you
pink and pearls to ash and diamond
no more!
yes!
nothing!
the battle rages as she sleeps!
brown hair and blue eyes
shattered minds and bullet filled goodbyes