Sorry for your time, time you wasted on me, me trying to see who you were trying to be, being the one not to love me, me with tears in my eyes as I tried to change you mind, minding how I spoke to you, you pushing me away and off my feet to the ground, ground hitting my face, your face looking down at mine with disgust and hate, hate that overflowed into rage, rage that in turn broke my heart; mind; and soul into pieces, pieces that couldn't be put back together...but you said you loved me, me the one with the smile and laugh; and me being just the way I was, was I wrong to love you and let you into my life, life that was yelled at; broken; mistreated; and used, used in a manner that I want to forget...why did I ever love you, you being the one I trusted and cared for the one who would hold my hand and say you were there for me, me being stupid and believing your lies, lies that I didn't realize till it was to late, late enough that my face was on the ground tears in my eyes and you walking away like you just won a prize.