Mom, I miss you so much,
There is no one like you that i could ever trust,
I miss you so bad,
I never thought i could be this sad,
I wish this was all just a nightmare,
When i breathe it feels like there is no air,
I'm sorry for all the things i said to you,
They were bad but i promise that they were not true,
I hate myself for letting you die,
Now i sit here and all i can do is cry,
I wonder all the time,
What it would be like if you were still alive,
I hurt myself to ease the pain,
After you dies i went insane,
Around everyone i hide the tears,
I don't know if i can go on without you for the rest of my years,
Everyone has their own opinion about me,
If they were in my shoes they would see what i see,
I love you so much words can't even explain,
But you were on the road to destruction and couldn't change lanes,
I want to believe that i will see you again,
I want to see you soon but god only knows when,
I just wanted to say i love and miss you,
Now I'm going to put down this paper and pen.

Love,
Your Angel With A Broken Halo