He said he’d wait
And I said goodbye
Because I thought
Everything was a lie

But I turned out to be wrong
And now I’m listening to our song
Crying my eyes out
Over my (own) mistakes

And I know he’s probably reading this
With disbelief on his face
Because it was me
Who ended it in the first place

But I didn’t want to stop
Or slow down any rate
I just wanted somebody
Who loved me for me

And he did

Why couldn’t I see that?

Now it’s over
I’ll never see his face once more

And I’m torturing myself
Reading old conversations
And feeling the power of rejection
Over and over
And over again.

And he said he wouldn't hurt me
But I told him not to lie
And he put a dagger through my heart
And now it’s bleeding tears of red
Oh d*** I want to cry

And I really don’t know what else to say
All I said is true to this day
Memories flood my mind
But I can’t stop remembering his face

Nothing will ever be the same

And I say I’m confused
But now it’s all so clear
I’m heartbroken
My smiles disappear

And I read our happy messages
Missing all the idiocy and fun
And feel the tears rolling down my face
Confirming what I have done.