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Restricted

April 24, 2012
By 1two3Kelsey PLATINUM, Peoria, Arizona
1two3Kelsey PLATINUM, Peoria, Arizona
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Favorite Quote:
**~~ Please Geek Responsibly ~~**<br /> <br /> :: Faith is to believe what you do not yet see, The reward for that faith is to see what you believe ::<br /> <br /> ** Why do we kill people who kill people, to show that killing people is wrong? **


I never gave us a chance
Because I was so sick of the dance
Though you swayed so seductively

I said you were perfect
I made a promise and intend to keep it
Someday my lips will create rhythm with yours

But now our relationship is no longer able
From across the table
I try faking what I wanted us to be

But pathetically I rehearse the steps
This guy is filling the gap from when we met
And I fall over myself forcing the beauty

I’m sorry I gave you a reason to stop believing
Inside I screamed through my bleeding
Relentlessly repeating, the blazing emerald fire burned me to the core

My heart may mean nothing to you now, but I must confess
That my loyalty is becoming less and less
Because I keep crawling painfully back to you

You, sweetie, are someone rare
I pray you don’t forget I’m there
But treat what you’ve got now with love

Everything I wanted to be
Doesn’t matter because now I see
I finally trust everything you said to me


The author's comments:
There's this incredible guy that is everything a girl only dreams about. He somehow became interested in me! The only problem is that he dated my best friend first...naturally, to respect her, I couldn't date him even though he and I both wanted to. We talked about this and went through a whole round about thing concerning whether dating was right or wrong. Now we are both in relationships just to "fill the gap" because we can't handle the temptation of being single, because we want to be with each other, but society says no. It's a silly, pointless, more complicated that it should be, stressful and harsh situation because so many people have gotten emotionally involved in this. Unfortunately it has to be this way, because my friends come before boys. Our relationship has been restricted.

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