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Manipulation

October 9, 2011
By SammiiiQ SILVER, Los Lunas, New Mexico
SammiiiQ SILVER, Los Lunas, New Mexico
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Favorite Quote:
"If people are gonna treat you like a kid might as well act like one and throw your TV out the window!" Gerard Way


Hope, pride, my own thoughts
Gone
Things that are to come naturally
Gone
Pain, misery, and no self esteem
Here
Things influenced by an unloved person
Here and here to stay
My hope, pride and dreams
Washed away and gone
Wanting pain, wanting hurt, wanting no love
My heart frozen with fear
And blackened from hate
Who will melt the ice?
And who will turn it back to red?
As I fill with thoughts of despair
A single voice calls out to me
A single voice tells me to come back
But my attention turns to it
It’s not a single voice it’s many
Each saying the same thing only different
Each wishing for my return
Return to myself
The one respected by all
The one filled with love and hope
As I begin to turn away and turn to the love
My emotions are taken from me once more
All of a sudden an opinion of my own ad grew
A view had come
Not darkness but brightness had come
And had come to stay
Hope returning
Love returning
A simple smile graced my presence
A smile came more and more each day
A heart filled with joy, love, and happiness
Hate for a single person
One more person to hate that unloved person
Gained
And love for many, many, many, MANY more
All these emotions, and lessons learned
All from one thing-
Manipulation


The author's comments:
After going through an extremely tough time in my life I found I was the victim of manipulation from a person who only did this to make them self feel better. Although afterwards I was very angry towards this person I now realize that perhaps they were unloved. I know that their parents and family didn't care like mine does. It's a shame that someone has to hurt others to feel self gratification, but now that I'm away from that person I see that I just wanted someone to be there with me, even though I truly had it around me.

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