even tho you cant respond to this, yes i was playing Beethoven on the piano. i have taken up cello and violin i am pretty good at it, i wish i could have played for you, but i did play when you were in the hospital and the night that you died and ...hoped you could hear it. your son is a great father and I'm so happy i was born by him to have most of the great qualities of him. i want to travel the world someday to see new places and learn new things, to know that there is more out there. I'm with someone i love and hope to marry someday, she lights up my heart but not as strong as yours was. in my lifetime i promise i will find my true passion and find what i may be looking for. I'm sorry i had to wright this when you are gone, i hope your proud of me and your son. maybe some day i will find some peace of mind, i love you grandma rest in peace