sitting here at 2:23 PM 2/15/2011..in total silence thinking to myself, about life, abou.t strugles, and maybe its just me but i wonder to myself often about why things seem to happen to me the way the do. Its really strange in a way to me . that i can have so much knowledge about other peoples problems but none of' my own. in a way i need guidance from someone who has been exactly where i am now, and in another way i need someone who is going through the same problems that im going through now. i wouldnt wish this upon anybody not even my worst enemy...not even him....