She looks at herself in disgust..
She's an ugly mess..
She's falling apart..
She wants to feel happiness, but happiness never comes..
She sits on the floor in the dark..
She wants to go back to before..
She wants her life to start over..
She made too many mistakes that she can't change..
She wants to feel love again..
She felt love once before, but that love left her all alone when she changed into someone she's not..
She started to tell lies to everyone that loved her..
She told herself she would stop lying and tell the truth, but that day is too far away to come..
She lies to herself everyday because she doesn't want to believe she's the monster everyone claims her to be..
She's an ugly mess and she's falling apart..