Its my fault, no it's yours
Your fault I have these sores
These open wounds that never seem to heal
I never imagined love being this hard to feel
We were perfect you know it's true
Which is why I can't put the blame all on you
I did some stuff that wasn't right
And I definitely caused my share of fights
But we got through it every single time
''I'm sorry'' used to make us feel just fine
But baby you know we can't keep doing this
Solving our problems with two words and a kiss
This is not how it's supposed to be
It shouldn't be this hard loving me
I really just don't know anymore
At this point what are we even fighting for
Maybe it's your fault or maybe it's mine
Bottom line we both need some time

Not saying we have to cut each other completely out
But all that sketchy stuff has to end with out a doubt
Don't try to cop a feel
From now on realize my lips will be sealed
At the end of the day I know we'll always be more than friends
But this friends with benefits thing has to end
I don't give it up to guys who don't care
Guys who are conflicted and can't fully be there
I've sacrificed so much for you
Yet it still feels like I'm the only one who doesn't have a clue
I can't go on not knowing where we stand
Like is it even ok for me to hold your hand?
You're a different person after everyone has gone away
But when they return why can't that person stay
I've considered your feelings and focused on your happiness so much it's not fair
But at the end of the day it's you I just can't share
You have an important decision to make
It's a risk you're just gonna have to take
Take the next step finally put your foot down
After you let go, there won't be a reason to frown
Don't take this note the wrong way
We'll definitely still be talking everyday
For now though a hug is the furthest we'll go
If you want more, some form of honesty care and true commitment is what you'll have to show
You'll miss our "fun" and I will too
If you haven't noticed whatever this is depends on you
I stepped back and gave you time
Thinking that in the future you might be mine
Just know that love and hope for us is in my soul
I'm sorry if it's wierd it's something I can't control
For the record I can't stop smiling when we're together
And you're the first person I think of no matter the weather
I'm being hypocritical yes I'm aware
But what we've been doing is simply not fair