Your confused and lost
You can't comprehend my decisions
You feel used and lonely
I feel ashamed
I love you
but I shouldn't be with you
You have more options
but I know that you love me too
Do you love me enough to forgive me?
I say I'm sorry and I mean every word of it
You don't have much to say
I can't look you in the eye
Streams run down past my cheeks and chin
down my neck and soak my shirt
I can't hurt you anymore
but I'm getting hurt still
My shell of protection has put us in this state
I need and hate my shell
It was created to save me from the men of my past
I don't want to repeat my mistakes
but I already have
so there you are
alone
and crushed
so here I am
alone
and crushed