Im trying hard not to think of you
Guess youre doing the same too
But its harder than i thought
Definitely not what I sought

I fail time and again
To figure that nothing is gained
From all the senless talk I find
All the fights, the cold shoulder kind.

But in turn I end up shattered
Not that it really mattered
Than the love I have enclosed
Within the confines of my heart, never enforced.

Cause its just an instinct I find hard to hide
Which magnifies every time you're by my side
I'd trade your sorrows for that smile
That cascades down your face, lingering for a while.

I know its always me saying sorry
Which has now caused a sense of worry
That you might be trying to let go
Of the love you have for me, but please know

That all that I ever want from you is
For you to be happy, remain in bliss
Quit avoiding me, cause you're doing no good
To me for I love you more that you would.

You dont need to apologize, I swear.
Beckon me once, and Ill be there
Faster than you can possibly imagine
For when love calls out, you're bound to listen.

So just grab your cell, make the call
Or send a stupid S.M.S, once and for all.
Dont let the lousy ego get into your head
Cause If you dont call in an hour, youre DEAD!!!!