I can't stand the silence
Inside my head,
The emptiness I feel
There's a space there that he used to fill.
Wild thoughts run through my head
How could he do this to me?
I don't even know why he did
It seems like I'm the only one who
Works in this relationship
I try to ignore the bad,
I compell myself to only see good.
I smile and pretend
That I wasn't just crying a second ago
Nothing is helping me to forget
It all reminds me of him
I'm being pulled in opposite directions-
Parts of me wanting different ways
I don't want to let go
For fear I won't be able
To get him back
I'm mad at him right now,
But I need him in my life-
Again.