i wish to live, i wish to breathe.
i wish to subside to the pitiful soulds beneath me.
i wish to lust, i wish to rage.
i wish to burst this frictionless cage.
i wish to pursure my purloigned desires.
i wish to break my luck, i wish to break myself.
i wish to wake with a sense of more than abstract.
i wish that the words goodbye meant something to me.
i wish to be more than this, this creature.
i wish, to wish for more than this.
i wish to feel unhappy.
i wish to deplete my resources past the point of reconciliation.
i want the almost to become the concrete.
i am wasting, not into you, into nothing.
i pleas are selfish, i am well aware.
i refuse to be selfish, so i lay down my pen.
pick up my sword, and walk.
past the images, past the lack of humanity.
i pursue my plight.
completely alone.
completely perfect in my insanity.