a silent stare only my eyes there,and for once he doesnt eevn realize that my view is locked on him. this time we're surrounded, once again im broken and quiet. him nto even looking at me i could tell his eyes grew dull and dim over me. the walls of my mending heart open, my arms crossed and shutt. its been a while since i was able to need and hate him so much. things are repeating themselves here we go again, its gettin colder through these winter days. this month is almost up and things are so out of place, im praying on all ive got that its all just another december phase.