So here I am, once again in this I-don't-give-a-f*** mood.
Trying to escape from this place.
Refusing, once again, to turn around.
But oh, this time I mean it.
I'm not going back to play these stupid games.
To fall for you once again, for what? Nothing.
There truly is pain in my eyes, I'm showing it too.
Oh darlin, I'm not sorry though.
I'm fed up, tired, and plain bored with these games.
So I give up.
I'm not a chicken, and I'm not scared of losing.
I'm tired of playing lie after lie like it actually means something.
So sir, I truly am looking danger in the eye.
Saying do your worst, I don't give a f***.
Hiding in a depressed state with nowhere to begin.
Take me from this place, I'm begging you.
That comfortable feeling is lost in a city of bull s***.
My worries are back and your smile can't fix this.
So once again, I'm going now,
really not caring where this is left off.