Not today
Not tomorrow
Neither in this week
Nor in another
Why I caught this curse?!
Blood leaking out of me
That blood which once followed my veins and arteries
Now unfollow my rules
Why I caught this destiny?!
This destiny of being Judy
Why I couldn't have been tommy?!
It would be easier
Easier than riving in pain of those 5-7 days straight.
Easier trying to refocus on some halfway left pages
Than on the leak strain on my ellegent dresses
With,
Everyday spreading my smile
wide as sunshine
Would have been easier than holding my tears to myself.
No one talks about it
Or didn't want to talk about it
It is common
Oh really?!
Then why don't we talk freely?!
Then why did your tongue freeze?!
I don't understand your things
Your rules!!!
War sheds bloods
And ends
But only to begin another war on next 28th
Same day
same time
same way
Same pain
Everything same....
Just I grew stronger
With time elapse...