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Fearing love

April 21, 2021
By ellebl BRONZE, San Antonio, Texas
ellebl BRONZE, San Antonio, Texas
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I’m terrified of the word love

For him and I 


I fear I am too young

Even if my sincerity shines now


I don’t want to regret it


The words I love you 

Crescendo in 

The base of my head


Can i just lay down 

And steal peeks 

At the guillotine


It hangs with hostility


Can i die yet


Please


Or drown in the soft creamy

Blue of my feelings


Do I desire the world

To know that I love you?


Do I even 

Fully accept

The cacophony 

That integrates with my old self


Is it all a mirage?


My mind vomit doesn’t 

Disgust

Him


It horrifies me


Tizzy and dizzy


My emotions

A weeble wobble


But love should be light

And keep me afloat

Not shoving my head 

In frigid waters 


But I’m just spinning


Please oh please


Can I just slow down


Can love stop hunting me



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