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Destruction
I cant breathe
I'm in a new realm
Of reality
Where you see yourself
And now,
I see myself
Falling,
Failing,
Screwing up
I see myself
Rapidly grasping for nothing
I grab violent fistfuls
Of air
I see my eyes;
That were once filled with
So much joy and
Happiness,
Flowing like a river
During monsoon
Season
I see my body
Convulse,
In a violent version
Of slow motion
I see myself
Shatter,
Rebuild,
Then shatter again
I see myself
Trying in vain
To perfect my
Every move,
Thought,
Word,
Everything
I cant watch me
Destroy myself again
I cant watch every
Good thing
Fall apart
In this
Demented,
Grotesque
Cycle
So I grab myself
By the hair
And slowly
Drown myself
Everything blurs,
Then just as fast as
I fade away
I snap back into this
Screwed up
Cycle of
My own
Self-destruction
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