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Reset.

December 6, 2018
By mpamanes18 BRONZE, Wilmington, California
mpamanes18 BRONZE, Wilmington, California
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I sometimes wish it was possible to reset everything, just as it had never happened. I wish it would have never happened so that I could had never fell for you.

I wish I could have never fell for you, just as easy as it was for you to leave me.

I wish you wouldn’t have left me, but eventually the memories became nothing to you.

I wish the memories hadn’t became anything to you, we probably would’ve been great.

I wish you would’ve realized sooner that we would have been great, but all you did was tell me every flaw I had.

I wish you would’ve  never picked out my every flaw, now I drive myself crazy wondering

why I was constantly never enough for you.

I wish you didn’t drive me crazy wondering why I was never good enough for you, everything I do never seems to be genuine to you.

I wish you would’ve realized everything I did was genuine, but instead you have me on this constant wheel that never stops spinning to do anything and everything for you.

I wish you would’ve never had me on a constant wheel that never stopped spinning to do any and everything for you, why couldn’t you just tell me from the start you never wanted to be anymore than just friends.

I wish you would’ve told me from the start you never wanted to be anymore than just friends, was it that hard to have warned me,
I wish it wasn’t so hard for you to have warned me, but look at the damage you’ve caused me.

I wish you could see for yourself the damage you’ve caused me, now i’m constantly insecure about the flaws you’ve told to me.

I wish you would see the constant insecurities I have between me and myself, but in the end the only person I blame is myself.

I wish you would see that the way you would always blame me in the end. Is the same exact way you made me change my ways.
I wish you would see the way you made me change my ways, but for you I truly am thankful.

I wish you would see that I am truly thankful, just as much as I am regretful.

I wish you would understand that I am very much regretful of you; you’ll never see the pain you have caused me.

I wish you would have seen the pain you have caused me, but instead you were too busy giving others your attention.

I wish you could’ve seen that giving others your attention. Is just the same as the way I saw you smiling at your phone every so often knowing it was no longer me under “babe”.

I wish you wouldn’t have acted so dumb and lied pretending like you didn’t know that I knew i wasn’t the only one anymore, and for that I truly do hate you.

I wish you would’ve knew that I hated you. Just as much as I wish it was possible to reset everything.

It wish it was possible to reset everything, just as it had never happened.


The author's comments:

Sometimes we wish we can go back, just to get a glimpse of the false possibilities of what things would've been like. 


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