As I slowly fade into darkness; I feel as though life is heartless;

Breathing in; Breathing out; That's all my life's ever been about;

I know you're somewhere out there; On the other side of the world;

I hope she knows how lucky she is; And she's your precious pearl;

And although I know I shouldn't; I just can't help but remember; About the good old days and the time we spent together;

No matter what you say; No matter what you do; I will never, ever, ever stop loving you;

Every night, before I'd go to sleep, I'd think about you; I'd hoped that one day we'd meet;

Last night, when all the world was quiet, the pain was just too strong to deny it;

In spite of saying that I'd be okay, I cried; And more than anything, I wish that you were by my side;

This morning, I woke up and tears poured down like rain; I've tried to tell myself not to live this life in vain;

I know I probably sound crazy; And I know this seems stupid; but I guess there's no one else to blame, but Cupid;

Curse his love-poisoned arrows that shoot from up above; Curse my steel heart for easily falling in love;

You were my first REAL love; And I know that the first is always the hardest to get rid of;

You say you weren't the one, but I thought just maybe, that you'd be the one who'd always call me "baby"';

I pray that life treats you well and you live happily...even if it means leaving me in agony; I hope God takes away my pain, but it seems almost impossible, 'cause there's nothing left for me to gain;

These are just a few of the things I never got to say; I just wish it were enough to make you want to stay; I'm glad you were honest about how you truely feel; Try not to worry about me; I'm still learning how to deal; And I hope in time...it'll heal

~All my love, Bagel