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The Late Bus
I thought of you, sister
aboard the late bus
made me sad to know
you’re all inside yourself
and nobody can understand you.
Well, I’ve been stranded on the curb, myself,
watching kind faces fade
every moon will have its dark phase
and I know I haven’t seen the end
of these lonely late-bus days.
Now the words that race through my mind
shriek for release and thirst
after a hard day’s fight.
From east to west, some words come
through highways, winds, birds, blue skies
they will never be spoken
till I find myself stranded, invisible
clawing, pounding
at the nothingness of my life
so many miscarried poems
connected by illegible ink smears and scribbles
I’m watching by the roadside
of my own unspoken words
passing by
how can I watch my mind disappear
in so many tangled, misunderstood, forgotten letters?
There comes a point when voices are all inside you
or voices are all outside you—
give your soul or keep it
but you’ll always circle back around
to see your reflections
shattering
the longer you look at yourself
till you fear that before you end
you’ll crack to pieces
and be viewed only in tiny shards,
sharp and accusing fragments.
In the shape of a girl’s face
the hollow, unspoken places
struck a match in you at birth
and the flame fades from your cold fingers
you fumble, sink to your knees
before God, who never whispers inside you
and you worship invisibility.
This is the center—
darkness without roots or seeds
screams, and the memory of screams
and slipping, falling, trying
but never crying.
There comes a point when all you’re
longing to speak into the air of the real world
turns inward, and the day is done—
you’re too exhausted to talk about yourself
now there’s only tattered tickets in your diaries
people’s understanding faces
like the late bus
passing by
too late to get yourself free.
Move forward, sister
and put on your beautiful disguise
soon it will be all of yourself
that you recognize.
You’ll be traveling in many more windows’ miles
Contained in your jar of watery smiles
in your clear and fragile jar
of watery smiles.
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I took a trip by myself across the United States, for the first time, which inspired the metaphor of the late bus in this poem.