I have so many things to tell you
and I wish I could, because what I
have to say just might surprise you.

Don’t get me wrong I've tried many
times to explain,

but you were never really around to hear

what I had to say. I felt like the only person

I've ever trusted just proved me wrong,

and now using everything I've ever told him

against me while I'm trying to stay strong.

Strong; such an encouraging word

that’s pulled me through time and time again,

showing me the way were I wont feel pain.

I would have preferred you listened to me,

because than you would have known

what was happening.

listen; is what you should have done

if you truly wanted me to stay with you,

but you didn’t .

Still till this day I wonder why

you even cared that I died.