They say life is beautiful or at least it can be.
All I've done was search and hope for it, but it's no where to be seen.
Am I the only one living in misery?
Does it just have to haunt me?
I can't seem to find any hope and it's killing me.
So, I pray hard and cry on my knees.. Help me, help me find the unseen.
Holding my breath as I think of it all.
My heart starts to fall into a dark place and I can't speak of it all.
Help me, help me not commit this daggering draw to my heart to break and tare it.
Crawling among everyone..I feel like a fool.
Everyone starts to laugh as if they all knew.
Goodbye, goodbye from this hell I leave.
As a bullet shoots and lands inside of me.
Goodbye, goodbye I begin to cry.
As I shut shattered eyes and slowly start to die.