For those with little to fill
Getting less and less from life
Hoping one day they will be filled
I never will be
Just a waste of space
Keeping distance between everyone
Loosing my mind, slowly
Making every breath hurt
No one can see the sadness
Often hidden behind closed doors
Paying no attention in school
Quitting on happiness
Regretting the space left
Shouting quietly into my pillow
Tired of all the pain and loneliness
Understanding the words to sad songs
Vanishing into a black hole
Wondering if this will ever end
Xplaining why I am this way
Zipping up my secrets, not letting them out
Always lost but never found
Becoming a person I don't want to be
Covering up my problems with baggy clothes
Disappointed in life,love, myself