I’ve got poisonous veins, casted down eyes,
Evil in my heart, schemes on the mind,
I’ve seen nights full of pain, days full of shame,
I keep the sunshine, leave them in the rain.



And I flirt, always so fly, I curse never polite,
do work, forever try, I hurt, barely survive,
gets worse as time goes by, immerse myself in lies,
I search, another high, a girl is what I find.



My world is full of crime, these burdens make me cry,
I murder the divine, rehearse the way they die,
A word to those who wise, this earth is only mine,
And her?- barely alive, she's serving me tonight.