I smile when i hurt
an Cry when I'm ok
I just have to breath
an tell me self I'm ok
Though i never know if i will make it
if i will live another day
This pain it feels so terminal much like a train to my brain

My heart is mangled but i feel it still beat
Life is what hurts not a person just her thy mother who blessed us all to earth.
Mother Nature what a goddess be she
who blessed me my body
my oddly twisted emotions

But at night i know i am alright for the breeze tells me so
the wind free they soul
it temps me to breath an i give into they temptation
as the smell of the night runs over my skin like a velvet or a silk
Ahh so lovely be the madden be she

For they odd feelings for when i cry when i am happy an smile when I'm in pain.
Short breaths i take almost gasps
as the air is punched from my very lungs!
But by no fist just the panic as the sun rises!
I think i might be ok
but this perception might be in vein
But if i just take a gasp i might be able to breath again
though my wind pipe is shut away