Its weird, this feeling
That lives inside of me.
I get confused,
I get madness,
Fused with sadness.
Have you seen me like this?

I may lay my head down,
Maybe that will stop this pain,
But, for now I will stand in the rain.
Maybe I will drown.

I feel ignored by them,
Maybe I can stop them.
But, it’s always madness.
Can anyone stop my sadness?
Do you see me?
When you scream?

I hide my darkness,
I hide my sadness,
I’m filled with madness,
I wander in forever endless.
My soul is clean less.
I’m forever powerless.

My eyes watch you two,
Trying to find a clue.
Maybe I’ve been a fool….
My tears are now a pool…..
My soul is finally broken….
Listen closely to my words,
I have so many wounds,
Yet I’m not bleeding,
I mostly see the dark ceiling…..
Nights fly by….
Days say goodbye….

My heart is finally broken,
My words are no longer spoken.
My lips are sealed tightly,
My ears can hear slightly.

I hide my darkness,
I hide my sadness,
I’m filled with madness,
I wander in forever endless.
My soul is clean less.
I’m forever powerless.

Why am I telling you this?
Maybe you’re on my list.
My list of those I ignore,
It ends all over the floor.
Names written in blood,
My tears are causing a flood.

I hide in the shadows in silence.
I’m losing this challenge.
I hide my fears,
I can’t even feel my tears.
I’m filled with madness.
Did you stab my heart with sadness!

Like it matters now,
Maybe I’ll end it with a POW!
I am a master trickster, you know.
I hide my feelings and put on a show.
I made you a simple fool.
My blood will soon be a pool…..
I will be gone….
Heaven or Hell or maybe none….

I guess I was wrong about you….
I have been a fool….
My blood is now a pool….
My soul is finally broken….
My words are finally spoken…..
They are not nice….
They are cold as ice….

I’m dying away from the pain….
My tears will be the rain.
I’m still full of shame….
Maybe I can enjoy some fame….
My words are soon fading….
Maybe I’m just playing….
Or maybe I am dying.
I’ll see you crying.

I hide my darkness,
I hide my sadness,
I’m filled with madness,
I wander in forever endless.
My soul is clean less.
I’m forever powerless.

Night is filled with darkness,
Light is filled with warmness.
I’m blind as a bat,
Sneaky just like a rat…..
I have no more to say….
I’ll soon forget the bright day….

I guess I was wrong about you….
I have been a fool….
My blood is now a pool….
My soul is finally broken….
My words are finally spoken…..
They are not nice….
They are cold as ice….

I’ll say hello to night,
Remind me, what is light?
I don’t remember it….
Feels like I’ve been bit….
I feel so much pain….
Maybe I should stand in the rain….

I believe my tears are the rain.
It’s so full of pure pain.
My legs are turning weak,
D**n, I’m just a freak!

I hide my true self….
I’m just a silly elf….
Can you give me some blood?
Tears soon form a mighty flood.