I want to disappear
from every lie I've ever heard,
to fall away without a tear
and soar upon the winds.

I want to rearrange
every single rotten word
I never hoped to change
so that I won't regress.

I want to live a life
where I can lift my head with pride
and where I can sing without strife,
where all the memories are just tales.

I want to exhale
and feel oxygen in my empty lungs,
to be able to shout out all I inhale,
to Scream and be heard.

I want so many things
that I've never dared to dream,
Ones where everyone sings
and never feels any pain.

I need it all, and yet I can't have it
anything that I dream is so far
I can see it on the edge, I call to it
but my voice is just a whisper.