When I woke up it was the day! The day I have to get on a air plane and take it to newyork. Turn's out I didn't have ti leave until summer. So that was great because I got to say good bye to my friend. Yes I have one friend. Well know I'll have to move on. But I well be coming back next month. Each month we get a break and we're aloud to go back and they pay for that too! God I just can't wait until I Get there. I'm at the airport right now. Oh just 3 more hours and I well be in my apartment and every thing is going to be good. Most people well think I'm A little young to do this but I get to do this because I have the skill and the heart of doing it all. God this is going to be so much fun, I'll maybe even make some new friends. I well have to keep an out going Mind. ( ON the Plane) When I got on I found out I was sitting in first class! God this is going to be nice, I'm sorry I'm thinking god so much. But any way We still haven't taking off yet. This is going to be kinda scary for me. I hate when my eyes pop but I can make it though this then I get to cook for school. Awesome what else could go right? I become a millionaire, Ha don't make myself laugh. (off the plane) When I Got off I had to start looking for my bag, then I had to call a taxi to come and take me to the school since I don't know where it is. And I don't even have a car yet. So many things to do so little time. But I found my bag and made my way out of the airport I had to dive into my purse and looked for my cell phone. I found It called the taxi and waited for them to come. I gave him the school's thing. He just nooded and we made our 2 way there. Now I have to start looking for some radio station to listen to. But I didn't have to much luck. Most of the stuff was really out there. I don't mine it a little but when you get some thing like.. Justin Beiber just no. Just no. When I got there it was much bigger than I thought it was. But I was nerding out until some person bumped into me. I was on the ground still but he help me up. He just said you shouldn't be standing there other wise thats going to happen a lot more to you. Well at lest I'm not as rude as some ass like you. I think that was a little much but I have to get my point across. After I got and started to move again, I made my way to my new doom room. We had to sleep 4 to a room. I was experting some tiny little room but this is what the bed room looked like. I fell in love with the place rule quick, and I really liked the kitchen and the living room. Both of them where really big and we had 2 full bath rooms so I was pretty much set for the rest of the year. They even pre-stocked the food so I was freaking out. God this was going to be good. I wasn't starting school until tomorrow. So I put my close into the closet set for me. Even that was as big as my bedroom at home. When I finished I went to get out how good my bed was. God is every thing good here. I just hope I don't get stuck with some crabs. That would really crap on my party. But this was nice, but it sucked it was only 12:20 so I had to wait 3 or 4 hours just to say hello to 3 them. But I have the apartment to my self. So since they didn't have wifi here I had to set up my own. Witch that only took me hour or two. But then I still had to wait for them to come. When they walked in they looked like some of the pops over the school. Which was just great for me a loner already and I get stuck with “them”. Well I can live with it until we change rooms next year. Yes we change rooms, 3 or 2 times a year. So that well be nice. But I tried to be nice as I could be. HI , my name is Taylor. I said this as I offered them my hand. One seemed to be a little nice she gave me a friendly smile. But the other two didn't even bother to try and act nice around me. I just played it off. I acted my best. I was used to it because I didn't really like my dad's side or there was just this one aunt. But I acted really good. But there was some thing about these people. Well girls some thats seems like if I do some against them I'm screwed. But then they showed me I had my own room off to the side, it was better than where I was sleeping before. But I guess they didn't want me to snude into there business. After that I got ready for bed and took my shower. I even had my own bathroom. So I wouldn't have to wait for them to do there makeup or taking some long a## shower. I was about to go to bed, when I decided to call my mom and say hello. See how there doing with out me. My younger sister well be taking over my room. But i'm fine with that. She has to wait long enough for any thing else so one thing can come early. But my mom didn't pick up, We might be in different time zones. Well I guess I well have to wait until tomorrow. I got dressed into this http://www.polyvore.com/115/set?id=63452299#stream_box and went to bed. 4 When I woke up I brushed my teethe and combed my hair and did my warm ups, I know this sounds kind ish but I brought my best pan. It was the first thing I learned to cook with. Oh and also at the school they make you go to this talent opening for the start of the day. I when I was just about done I finally got dressedBut with out the hat. I ate some thing real quick and made my way out the doom room doors and to the opening of the school. I looked up in awwd at it. It was much bigger than any other school I ever been to. But when I walk in all I saw was preppy people. I found a seat near the front and sat down all bye my self. I looked around and there was so many people. But when it started I saw why every one came. The person with the good talent was a hotish boy. He played the paino.I looked like he was kinda stiff but looked like he'd like doing it. It was kinda life changing. I made me want to sing a little. But I knew if I opened my mouth I would get some glares from so many people. So I chose to keep quite. I did but when it ended some thing didn't feel right. I saw every soon leave the room. There where some people still there when I got up. I still had a hour to burn. SO I went up to the piano. This time there was no one there. I looked around on last time to make sure. I did learn to play the piano when I was little but I kinda gave it up. But some thing about just wanted me to play. But when I did some thing I started to move up and I sang this and played this on piano.I played some other ones when I saw the time. The last one I played it was just me playing. I looked up and saw The boy from earliyer I just walk past him not even lookeding back. When I was about to make it out I heard this, I sound really good? Is that your talent or some thing. I just sad no and nice to have some niceness come out of your mouth. I said that as I walk away. I was kinda embarrassed so thats 5 one of the main reasons I just walked away. I was I dad bit proud of what I just did. I was little away when I saw some of my dorm mates. They just glared at me. I didn't really car I just went off to my first class. When I walk in it was math class. Boo, But it's better than having it for two hours. I do most of my school time cooking or reading some book and I can't for get my phone. I play games on it when I get really board. I looked around my class to check for any one nice looking or some looked half friendly. I spotted him. He was well looked to me my age, I well try to get him as a partner if we do some kind of that stuff in class. When he was talking I almost fell asleep it was so borading. Just siting there, doing nothing. This is how it was on the first day of school no work just talk talk talk. GOD, what would I give to have some duck tape right now. But that wouldn't be enough to hold his little mouth shut. Then it kinda hit me, most of the people here are paying to get into this school. TO me it's no different than my normal school but it is a little bit better boy wise. Old one had no hot dudes. I'm not even kidding all the guys there where whores or jackasses. So I stayed out of that kind of stuff. But if some guy asks me out I can't say no here. My first boyfriend! I thought back to my first crush it's been so long since I last saw him. Well last time he was bye some ally way doing pot. So I stayed away from him. I thought that was a good choice of my be half. Like I did try smoking but once I started I stopped, I knew all the bad stuff that you get from it. Cancer and well thats mostly it but thats the only reason I need to say no. Right? Well some times you just have to go with your gut feeling, not matter what any one else thinks. 6 I was day dreaming. Crap! The teacher called on me, s*** I said to my self in my head. I looked around the room looking for what might be he's doing. I looked to the friendly looking kid and he sad well held up his finder that met five I take it. I said five and the teacher said very good. Yay I got hi big time most thank him after class. (after Class) When it was all done I was so happy. It was lunch time then science and then cooking! When I walked out the door I soon spotted him. I ran not really thinking and said , Hello my name is Taylor thanks so much for helping me out in class today. He gave me a weird look then replyed. Your welcome Taylor, My name is Scott nice to meet you. Well I just glad I found some one who didn't act like a asshole to me. He giggle at this one. Which made me laugh. My laughing sounds like a dying duck. Then my face turns red and then I start tearing up. He looked at me kinda funny again but smiled. Well it's nice to find a girl/duck no being a b****. Well I guess we have a really good friend ship going on I said. He sat with me at lunch he was really cool. Fun and loved all kinda a music. We hit it off right from the start. I like him as a friend and nothing else just to let the readers know. But I had a great time. Then we moved to talk a bout doom bodies. I told him about my sister's of the b**** little group back at my place. HE laughed really hard at that one. He knew who I was talking about. Then we got to talking about his people. He had the piano player from this morning. 7 Why do I keep running into him. With that it ended lunch. HE didn't have the same science class as me so that kinda of made me bummed, but I told him where I lived so we are going to hang out after school to day. Crap, I kinda wanted to find out what his talent was but I guess it can wait. Science class went bye really slow like time was just ticking so slowly. But it was time for my fav class..............cooking. This class I can do at home they said so I did. All I had to do was cook some thing and take a picture and the recipe and send that in and I was done for the day. When I was making some soap for me to eat, while I cook more stuff. After I finished cooking my school home work I wen to write down the recipe. After I finished I looked at the clock and it was the end of school. I still needed to take the picture of it. It hit me then I don't have a camera so I well wait until Scott shows up and see if he's caught one. Well that didn't take to long and when he showed up. I asked him if he had a camera, guess what...... his talent was photography which I was so happy about. God I picked a good friend. After I finished it we hung out for a little while talking about every thing thats every happened to the both of us. Witch know it was 9 o clock at night and we where still talking. He started to get tired so I said bye and he left. I already got the photo of it and decided to just go lay it on his desk tonight that way I wouldn't have to go to class tomorrow. I know it's weird how our school works but I 8 kinda like it. We would just leave it in the mail box out side of every school room. And we all had mail boxing in the school. When I got there I dropped it in and made my way back. I happened to be walking past the music room and heard playing. I couldn't help it this time. I walk right up to the door. I was about to open it when I stopped he was playing your song. This time I sang my heart out. I didn't notice the music stop playing. But I did feel the door start to move. Crap to make a run for it when he got my hand. We didn't move. I was about tolooked up but didn't. got the feeling he was blind I had nothing to loose. I like you piano playing. Your really good at it. But can you let go of my arm know. He kinda just dropped it. Well I better be going. But I did see his shoe's Black high tops. Don't for get this moment.

Next day. I woke up and took a shower. I locked my room door before I started. I did my stuff then wrapped a towel around my body and went to look for clothes for today. I looked around for 5 minutes and came up with some thing nice. I have lots of back packs so I can dress with my out fit. I when I was already dressed and showered I decided to make my self breakfast for once. I had some crème some thing. Don't remember how to spell it but it was really good. My first good thing in a long time. I after I finished eating I text ed Scott, he soon reply with some smart ass answer. This is it all. Me- What's up come pick me up if you can. Him- I don't think I can you look a little big for some small kid like me to carry around. Me- oh so … just come here already. That was the end of it. It was almost time for school to start we he showed up. What took you so long to get here. Your a block a way I text ed you a hour ago? Nothing special I just felt like being late or being my lazy self. Oh and you can't for get you freaking out on me, He said all this while still holding that stupid smirk on his face. That's all I asked. Not wanting to really set him off. I talked a little more about some games, I'm a gamer girl at heart. I also played with my brother a lot so I got it down. After the hull thing we decided to play some halo 4 after school/homework. That would be the easiest time for us to play it. I haven't play halo in a little while so this should be a little hard. But we got to class after that, so he had to stop bragging about his halo 4 skills. I think I can kick his ass though. I well also be hanging with a little of some of his other friends. I was ok with that. I could use as much friends as I could get, because I was home schooled up till last year. But I well try. I was in my first class that was so boarding, any way I was looking around class I happened to spot Piano dude. I couldn't help it I had to stare he was dead stunning gorgeous. I'm not sure how but he most of felt me staring at him because I could have swear he was looking at me. Maybe just a quick look but some thing felt like a spark. Not even sure if that can happened when you just lock eyes but I think it did. I was kinda of fun but soon this class was over.. Sad face. When I went to my next class that seemed to pass really fast. I was happy with that I hate sitting there for so long. It hurts your butt so bad but, there is a up side to it. You can say you feel and skip the next class. When it got to cooking I had to cook in class this time. I also got my grade back from the picture it was... (drum roll) a 100 percent I was so happy with that. That's some thing to show all the people in the doom. Well they also have this place where you can brag about your grades so I think I 10 should but this up there. I was thinking to myself about earlier today and I think I did catch him staring at me. In fact I'm sure of it. But any way I kinda want to dress down when we do some gaming. He said to text him what time an he replied really fast it was at 7 which it was only 5 right now. Well I guess I should eat some food before I go there so I'm not staved to death. I made my self some food and then went to go look in my closet for some thing to wear. I picked out some thing nice to wear and started to walk over to his place. When I got there I heard some rape music blasting from the open window. Just so happens there was a little old lady walking by. When I got in I saw Scott right away. I had to tell him about what happened he almost died of laugher. When he took me up stairs it looked a lot more like a party then some gaming thing. Well mostly because I saw some slut walk by. This is what I where http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=63779110. Any way I kept walking until I got to the upstairs, God I thought to my self this place is much bigger than my place. When I went up the stairs I saw some dudes playing guitar hero 1. I waited for my turn and I got some laughs when I said I wanted to go but I just held up the middle finger. When I waited for some one to face me I was searching though all the songs. When I picked one some one finally came up against me. I thought to my self , let the games began. I play Though The Fire And The Flames on hard. He also did it on hard. I was pretty sure I hit every note. Some people even tried to push me over. But I won, Well at lest I thought I did. We tied. Get this we both came in 100 not missing one note. After we finished handing over the guitar, I saw it was Piano dude again. Well I guess there's no time like the present to say hello. I was a little she but I'm in high school for gods sake. I did introduce my self. Like this, Hi my names Taylor what's yours. I know it's sounds kinda kid ish but I don't really know any other way to say what's in my mind. But just standing there sent chills down my spine. But he soon replied to me. Well nice to meet you I'm Austin to Pop if you haven't heard. He said as he flashed me a sarcastic smile. I laugh really hard and my face started to turn red. This was normal for me to look this way in from of some hot dude. That's way I never had a boyfriend and most of the boys where plain ugly nothing against them or anything but no just no. He looked at me kinda funny but I just put on flirt ish smile. Well any girl would just fall right for you. I said this sarcastic to just so he would get the point. He smiled at that too, god does he have a good smile. Well I guess playing the piano helps you kick ass at guitar hero? I asked. Well not really but it can't get any worse. Well just when her where getting into some thing, Scott comes and drags me off like I'm his girlfriend or some thing. But I did have to say he showed me all of his achievements he's got on the xbox 360 and his 11 gamer score it 100,000. Nothing compared to mine. It kinda sucked though that you lied to me, I said in a low voice. Well I didn't try but you look like some one who hates party's so this was the only way,and if you look at it you where still gaming. I walked out of the nice dorm and went back to mine to work on home work by myself. When I got there, there was only one of the other girls who lived there. I said hi and introduced my self. Hi my names Taylor so you know. HI my names Rosa she said in a sweet voice. How old are you I couldn't help it but I had to know. I'm 13, god she's like my little sister so cute. We talked for a while and got to know each other. Right when we where talking about twilight and breaking dawn the rest of the groupies walk in. She shot me a sad smile telling me to go before they get mad. I walk into my room and did my home work. I heard shouting from the other room. I was kinda afraid so I went for a walk. Well a walk in the school. I was walking around when I got the hankering to play some piano. Well I can't let that slide bye so went to the music room. Some one was already playing so walking in any way. Well Austin was playing some piece when he looked up and saw me waiting for him to finish. You Like he asked. I do but I was kinda hoping I could play for a bit? I don't want to shove you off or anything but it kinda sounds fun right now. Well he looked at me and just moved over a bit on the bench, and patted for me to come and sit down. I was walking over when I heard he start playing again I still sat down and tried to be quite. Any way we he finished that he asked me if I'd like to hear his song? I said yes real quite I hope it's good. When he played it all it sounded really good but the last part was off. He looked to me and asked if any thing could help the last part or make it sound better. I jumped on the chance. Well you see your playing it bang bang bang, You should do some more like this. I kept playing until it was done. I played quite a bit. If you want it to sound even better play both. He gave a weird look. How am I going to play both when I only have 2 hands? I can play my part and you can play yours. When we both played it was magic it sounded so good and it was so fun. He seemed to be getting into it so I was thinking of some thing to sing along with it. Nothing came to my mind. But then it sounded so good he wanted to play it again with me. This time at the beginning I started to sing along. He messed some of his keys when I sang but then got used to it really fast. He even started to beep box with me. When it was all over he thought of another piece we could play together. After that was finished we played some more. The last song we decided to do washttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5F7GNQAO4T4 it fit the moment he played like bad asses. It was hard I have to say. After we played some thing that was only met for one person so he both used one had. Well we had to sit really close.After we finished I looked up into 12 his eyes. ( yes I know really cheese y can't help it.) We where both leaning in when I pulled back. I have to go I said as I got up, can we play tomorrow night? Yes he said he sounded kinda said have to go take a smoke now. Smoking;s bad for you. You know it can shorten you life bye 20 so years. Besides I wouldn't have more time to play piano with you. I said, well after they I turned to leave and hid my blush. He didn't see as I walked out. I felt kinda sad to leave but it's already 9 o’clock and dorm mates well be over happy to see me this late. When I got home I got changed into my night stuff I went to sleep with that. PS. I had a apple before I went to bed. Morning). When I woke up I got change went to do my morning routing. I went out side to jog this morning thats one of the reasons I'm not wearing heals today. Well by the end of my morning jog I was sweating so bad I had to re change into a different dress. It's the same one but in red. But no belt. I looked at my self to make sure nothing was showing which nothing was any way and moved on with it. I went done stairs to eat again because I was hungry today though I decided just to eat some toast and a apple nothing big or anything. I grabbed my back pack and made a run for home room. I Didn't make it there in time so I was in the halls all bye my self. It was quite not having hundreds of other kids walking the halls. I soon came up to some one else who missed first bell, well bye the looks of it he did it on purpose .I kept walking and hoped he wouldn't notice me. But he did any way, when I walk passed him he gave me a smile not a friendly one though some thing or some smile a rapist would do. So I started to walk fasted we he turned the other way. Wash I was happy. Well that ended really fast because when I came around my next corner he was there again. This time he was a lot closer. HE walked up to me and pinned me against the roll of lockers. HE held up my arms and looked me up and down. Well aren't you s pretty thing he said in a low voice. SCARY RUN FOR IT KICK HIM IN THE JUNK, my mind kept telling me but I didn't he wouldn't try any thing would he? NO. A minute later I felt some thing on my lips I opened me eyes to see him on me. EWE he tried to get in my month but I wouldn't allow it never not to some one like him any way. But you felt him pull of when I looked around all the classes were out. Hallelujah my mine sang. Your not worth any thing doll, he said as he walked away. Yes right I said to myself. Looked over to see Austin looking my way I quickly made my way back to my house. I'm just call in sick. I don't feel that good any way. When I got back to the dorm Rosa was there text ing some one. What happened to the other night I said.? Well they don't like me talking to you because you can 13 take there place so easily they said to me. What has this nation raised..... CRAZY People. Well your fine I;m not gonna steal any spot from any of you. I just wanted a friend. I started to walk out of the room when she said stop. I turned to look at her. I never said we couldn't be friends, I never said I would believe them. She seemed to warm up to me after that. We talked until I got tired and went to bed. I woke up the next day I was about to get ready when I realized it was Saturday. I Just got up grabbed some thing nice to where and went to change. When I was finished getting ready I stuck on my glasses and googled map some place to jog. I found some nice little spot and set off. I usually dress kinda bad when I work out because I don't want to get raped just cause I looks nice and am a girl. Well any way thats the end of that. I grabbed my car keys and went for my drive. I went to get some stuff first then stretch and then went jogging. That was a lot of work for me but fun. Half way though my ipod went dead. ): I decided to sing to my self as I jogged to pass the time that way. Well half way though that my voice didn't have any song. So I just ran half way though I did my other exercises for it. Which is Stuarts and tuck jumps. Finished that and I started to think that I should start a little work out group not sure about the name but that might be a little fun. I started to think more into this. This is going to be a great idea. I don't like exercising by myself because it's plane boarding. I finished jogging and went back to the dorm to change. I change into some skinny jeans and and band tee. I went down the halls looking for any one I would know that takes classes on Saturday. I saw Scott and Austin Talking Austin seemed to have a angry look on his face. It was weird but I decided to go talk to them. I walked up and greeted both of them with a friendly smile. Scott smile back but Austin gave me a worried look. I wonder what's up him. So what where you guys talking about? I asked kinda wanting to know. He seemed to reply with a bit of a stutter. Well we where just talking about....... well hmm …..... COOKIES! I laughed lightly at that because he screamed it in the open hall. We got some strange looks but it was price less moment. Even Austin laughed, I gave him a look saying you can laugh? Mr. robot man. Well I could go for some of those cookies right now, I said. Well I can't really complain about that. Let's three go get some before WE get caught by a 14 teacher. We started to walk out we I looked back to see Austin not following us. Thoughts in my mind WTf ? Aren't you going with us? NO I have to go practice I have some stuff coming up. Oh, OK well bye Austin I said while giving him a nice smile. ( bump bump) Well that was weird well better go catch up to Scott before he divides to ditch me and go get some dough nuts for him self. I had to run to even come close to him. He was booking it away from me. Wait up Scott! I can't run that fast on a week end. He finally stop to look back at me? What the hell was that for. I just felt like doing it. That was about the pop for me. I stormed out with all my rage still in me. Oh and I don't have a car so I'll be walking home. I decided to stay at the school until I met Austin later. I walked around the school for a little bit until I found my fav place again, which is the music room. I heard some people talking I looked in to see Austin and One of my room mates with him? They seemed to be dating by the looks. Some thing about this just bugged me so much. They started to make out OK well if you love some one more than you should you well get hurt more than you should. I ran back to the dorm not wanting to see any more of this. I should have realized me own feelings so much sooner. It's to late now I started to cry I sat down in the grass while it was raining just looking for any sigh of hope. When I was about to scream I heard foot steps started to come my way. I was about to flee when I didn't realized I didn't really care. But curiosity got the best of me. I looked up to see Scott. He was just standing there watching me cry. Did I make you cry because of earlier today? No the word came out of my month so easily. Well then why then are you crying? Well I just don't want to talk about it, but if you most know it is Austin. Oh well what jackass thing did he do know? Nothing it's just mostly me, I think I might have feelings for him I just thought of it when I saw him kissing Emma. Yes thats her name. Well it seems like your just jealous, if your jealous we'll just have to make him jealous. He had such a nice smile while saying this but I never thought it would come to this.